December 2009
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
i really appreciate my personal space sometimes. i really enjoy moments when i am able to think to myself without interuptions but… it really bothers me when that can not be respected. ilyyy<3
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
when people say they are going to do something. its nice when they actually do it. or… because im so used to be not sticking to their word that its not really a surprise when they actually stick to it. :] ilyy<3 (theres a lot of people at my house x])
Dec 31st
“Is your love really Love? Is my love really Love? I think our love isn’t...”
– clouds by as cities burn.
Dec 30th
HE>i
what might seem like sucha simple idea. but a realistically huge concept. wait. did i jus contradict myself? .. oh welll. i know what i mean. thats all thats important. been lazy on my long blogs. maybe one tomorrow. ilyy! <3
Dec 30th
Listenheads or tails, real or not(acoustic) by emarosa.
Dec 30th
“We’re not alone There is more to this I know You can make it out You...”
– you’re not alone by saosin.
Dec 30th
strawduh: All that time spent in such close proximity with you guys nearly drove me crazy at times. At home, I’m usually content, on my own, relying on myself to entertain myself. I say this as i seclude myself, shutting the door. but that doesn’t do much. the thin wood of the door just barely muffles your too loud voices. One of you, you’ll never let go of the mother mindset, where you look...
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
much love ministries.  →
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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ME AND THENEWBREED AND OTHER HOMIES GOT KICKED OUT...
chinklightning: i bought a whole 5oz of your overpriced yogurt, and you kick us out for sitting on the couch? PHUC YOU, STUPID PHO EATING CHEAP BOOTY LOBCOCKS. their froyo wasn’t even that great. *writes angry yelp review. haha. im so tired i havnt had to write about how mad i was about this. it was stupid. >:[
Dec 28th
Listen(via chinklightning) haha me and chinklightning...
Dec 28th
“Love is old, love is new.”
– The Beetles (via ktedwards) katie its spelled the Beatles. :]
Dec 27th
“the past is only the future with the lights on.”
– baby come on by +44
Dec 26th
i met my new baby 2nd cousin today. Isabella. she was so adorable. she was a quite baby too. i love holding babies. its so precious :]
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
Christmas/holidays
hmmm. soo whats the purpose of holidays? why do we celebrate holidays… whyy arnt this days that we celebrated have to be celebrated on a certain day. especially for Christmas causee Jesus was not born in December so is the reason for celebrating his birth tomorrow jus a screw up? or is there more. i think that in our daily lives we get caught up in a lot of things and lose focus of things...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
since today is Christmas Eve, tomorrow is...
chinklightning: and the reason for the season is Jesus, i thought i’d post some random stuff about the birthday boy. JESUS WAS NOT BORN ON DECEMBER 25th. he was actually born in the spring time. Jesus spoke at least 3 languages. Aramaic, Hebrew and Greek. Jesus participated in sports such as hiking and sailing. Jesus liked a party. Jesus tells 3 stories in Luke 15: the lost sheep, the lost...
Dec 25th
“So fill your heart to live in love, lock arms with your brothers, break the...”
– i will not reap destruction by we came as romans.
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
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“I cannot live without you near, I cant go on without you here, You’re...”
– dr. shavargo pt. 3 by attackattack!
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
how could you?
msyumyumsogood: you have no fucking idea what has happened to me. this one thing that made my life better for once and you want to take it away? you don’t know anything. i want you out of my life before you tear it apart. you think you’re protecting me but you’re only keeping one of God’s gifts from me. my heart is breaking only because of you… both of you. i wondered why i’m so sad all the...
Dec 24th
i find it kinda funny when my mom gets really upset over my grades. she takes things for granted way to much. she should be happy my GPA is a 3.5. cause if i really wanted to stop caring at all. it would be so much worse. at times i even used to debate dropping my GPA jus to shove it to her. haha. but… that would cause too much pain towards my college future. so all i can do now is look at...
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
cookies.
chinklightning: thenewbreed: so for a while lizzie used to make us all cookies for Christmas and they were beautiful and tasted just as beautiful. but.. what breaks my  heart is that lizzie has lost her faith and we no longer see her so during this season me and noah were thinking about the cookies. and i know i was especially thinking about lizzie lately i miss her a lot. she was a good...
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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“I’ll be up up and away up up and away cuz in the end they’ll judge...”
– up up and away by kidcudi. (baha my itunes on shuffle i decided the next song im quoting on facebook) :]
Dec 23rd
cookies.
so for a while lizzie used to make us all cookies for Christmas and they were beautiful and tasted just as beautiful. but.. what breaks my  heart is that lizzie has lost her faith and we no longer see her so during this season me and noah were thinking about the cookies. and i know i was especially thinking about lizzie lately i miss her a lot. she was a good friend a lot of laughs. soo me and...
Dec 23rd
ive had two things take me back yesterday and today. that almost made me cry both times because i dont always hear such encouragement from people that i look up to so much before. firstt hmm. if i didnt mention before. me and pat met up for some kbbq to talk about his Thailand trip and hang out and catch up. after all this talk about Thailand, pat looks at me and says something like ryan you have...
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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individuality.
individuality is such a beautiful thing. its.. natural beauty at its finest. i believe that the key to finding who we are is hidden with God. that only He has the power to reveal who we are and what is intended out of us in life. our purpose. the world has this view of how we should be and if we are living in the world we arnt living in God and if we arnt living in God then we are not being...
Dec 20th
i knew i was gunna forget to write something last night. so i figured out one subject that i was missing. last night out of the 14 people i think i was like one or two that is not on campus ministry. i still really wish i got on campus ministry and i still am kinda bitter about it. maybe because i feel that some people on it dont deserve it only because they were voted into it for popularity...
Dec 20th
SPEECHLESS :].
theres really a lot i have to say. theres been so much on my mind developed from today that needs to be written down and expressed. which is why i have this tumblr. haha. i really hope everything makes sense because i am exhausted. and i really hope i am able to remember all of the points i want to make. i have a problem. where to begin? soo here i go diving in. just incase your badly informed i...
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
heheh disneyland tomorrow :]
Dec 18th