February 2010
whenever i go up in the mountains i like to take the surrounds. the drive home from big bear was really long. but i got a decent amount of reading and looking at the view. and what i found today is that as much as the beauty of the view or how much i see God in the surroundings. that when God made nature and the animals He was jus kinda like boom. nature and animals but us being humans we were...
well spent weekend with my two brothers. wouldnt have celebrated my bday any other way.
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i love you.
January 2010
it always makes me smilee SOO much to see someone rockin a twloha clothing. or gear.
:]
i love you<3
the sadness will never end by bring me the...
its hard to admit. but i have big mother wounds.
which is weird for a guy cause usually its father wounds.
but.. mine are def mother wounds :[
dear mom,
you have the wonderful ability to change me from being as chill as an ice cube to being as heated as a bonfire.
i hate it.
a no homework day :]
today i got home and decided that for once i wasnt going to take a nap. because yesterday i took a nap and that led to some issues of rolling around in bed at night. :/. so i decided to work on my 2year aniversary gift. which ended in a re-do to save for later :/. then i jus kinda watched some pawn stars to catch up. funny show:]. then i decided that laying in bed, lighting a candle, turning on my...
the fun theory →
“This site is dedicated to the thought that something as simple as fun is the easiest way to change people’s behaviour for the better. Be it for yourself, for the environment, or for something entirely different, the only thing that matters is that it’s change for the better.”
“You can call it God or a conscience, or you can dismiss it as intuitive knowing...”
– from a million miles in a thousand years by donald miller.
ktedwards:
“Life can be so easy to live without passion, and its value is squandered when...”
– Joel from Confide/AVERY PKWY
i appreciate it when people are real with the world and don’t act like everything is always okay because we all know that life just isnt like that. so i rarely go on myspace only for music purposes one of the bands posted a bulliten.
“hello everyone, i hope you are all doing well… i do not normally do things like this, but if its okay i would like to share my feelings with...
midwinter meeting.
again. sorta weird that i am now going to be serving with a lot of the people that served and gave to me. like evan who was my first leader back in .. VBS times. and pat and blane and.. so many haha. this is my test out to see if this is where God wants me to be serving with the youth. if it is then im there. but.. im not too sure it is. we will find out. it will also have a lot to do with whether...
“If I have a hope, it’s that God sat over the dark nothing and wrote you...”
– Donald Miller.
a million miles in a thousand years by donald...
donald miller is sucha great writer. filled with honesty and humor. if you have ever read blue like jazz youd know what im sayin. but the way that he writes makes it seem like your sitting down in a starbucks having a conversation. its sooo personal. and i jus love it. :]
so heres like the first page of the book the “author’s note”. found it quite amusing.
“If you...
the buried life by mathew arnold
Light flows our war of mocking words, and yet, Behold, with tears mine eyes are wet! I feel a nameless sadness o’er me roll. Yes, yes, we know that we can jest, We know, we know that we can smile! But there’s a something in this breast, To which thy light words bring no rest, And thy gay smiles no anodyne. Give me thy hand, and hush awhile, And turn those limpid eyes on mine, ...
send me. i will go.
i have …. living with regrets. the only regrets that i hold to me. that .. make me think.. dang i should have done THAT. is when i dont do something that i believe God is telling me to do. and when i dont do that… it will bother me for probably… a week or more. constantly running through my mind.
so saturday. after youth group. we went to in-and-out. there was a homeless guy...
“I don’t want my life to be explainable without the Holy Spirit. I want...”
– The Forgotten God by Francis Chan
loveyou.
sleepyazn135 8: 15 pm
(8: 15:31 PM): i hope my shuffle works
(8: 15:34 PM): its been iffy
(8: 15:38 PM): cause i accidently washed it
(8: 15:40 PM): in the washer
(8: 15:42 PM): / drier
thelaughingeek
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i mean
(8: 15:54 PM): awhh:/ sorry babe
thelaughingeek
BABE
sleepyazn135
so mean
thelaughingeek
(:
(8: 16:06 PM): i love you.
(8: 16:07 PM): so much.
(8: 16:08 PM):
sleepyazn135
lovee you babyy!
(via maleann)
hmm me and malea have rarely been...
what's more important?
msyumyumsogood:
acing your upcoming finals or millions people trapped under debris in Haiti?
sigh… we’re so unaware. and I’m not using poverty stricken countries as an excuse to stop studying. it just kinda blows my mind how we get so caught up in our own success and how economically driven our lives are when people out there don’t have school. some people just want to be earning money. but...
i think.. i need a new day.
sick of todayy.
fruit rejection?
maleann:
sleepyazn135 9:34 pm (9:34:29 PM): yee! hmm im hungry ish. thelaughingeek 9:34 pm (9:34:32 PM): hahah
(9:34:37 PM): eat some„, FRUIT. (9:34:38 PM): i want (9:34:40 PM): a fruit.. sleepyazn135 9:35 pm (9:35:33 PM): aha. i want something good thelaughingeek 9:35 pm (9:35:38 PM): FRUIT IS GOOD! (9:35:39 PM): hahahahahah
the conversations continued.
me:...
