January 2011
im back from midwinter. i wrote two things while i was there. ill post them maybe later tonight or tomorrow. it was a great experience.youll hear about it.
i love you<3
maybe i'm falling for you.
chewchewbaka:
i’m not sure if you’re the one i should pursue. my mind tells me no but my heart says that it’s you.
i want you to be happy… even if it’s not with me.
December 2010
im excited. for midwinter tomorrow. im excited to see God move in the hearts of the youth. im excited to serve. im excited to worship.
its going to be fun :].
i love you<3
p.s. ill prob be MIA for a few days.
Life is more enjoyable when you care less about...
my errands list just got cut in half.
woot woot!
last night i fell asleep to happy tears.
yawn. i should really fix my sleep schedule. sleeping at 3am and waking up at 12pm. isnt ideal. oh well. i dont go back to school till the 23rd haha. i have awhile to fix it.
i still dont want to do errands today :/.
love you<3
earlier i posted. “you have changed my life.” i am going to try to explain how this one person has changed my life. although a lot of people have had a huge impact in my life. i realized talking to this person tonight. how influential they have been in my life.
the two of us come from very different worlds. me. a safe loving family. my friend the opposite.
ive learned from my friend...
i wish i had all the answers.
chewchewbaka:
i wish i always knew what to say. what to think. what to do. i wish i always knew how to say it. how to do it. how to approach it.
i wish that there was a way to take someone’s pain away for them. i wish that my concern for somebody could protect them.
i wish i knew how. i wish i wasn’t so powerless when i see this happen.
to anon:
i hope you dont mind but i find it easier to answer your question over the normal text post jus so i can read all that im typing easier. heres the question i received.
If the road to heaven is narrow and road to hell is wide, wouldn’t that mean that most of the people who die go to hell rather than heaven? And do you think its harder to go to hell than heaven or vise verse?
yeah sadly...
broken
chewchewbaka:
people use the term to describe themselves or others as if they need fixing. isn’t everyone broken in one way or another? of course some of us are more fortunate than others…
well we’re only human after all.
i have errands to do tomorrow. :/.
anyone down to go with me?
i want someone to understand me the way you did.
i have so much to say but at the same time so little.
you have changed my life.
“This is the time to let yourself go,
Lord pick me off the ground,
you never...”
– attack attack-stick stickly (via littleeggudon)
twilightofthegods:
As Cities Burn - Thus From My...
“If you let your feelings go, dear
It’s scary what you’ll find
I...”
– Behind Your Eyes by Jon Foreman
i dont do new years resolutions. i think they are ridiculous. i dont wait for new years to decide when i want to do something better in my life. its a day by day thing. what could possibly hold you back from wanting to a better person day by day. moment by moment. although im young i believe that each day is a gift. and life is something i try extremely hard not to take for granted. if there is...
emotionalballofPOOP
ktedwards:
Sorry for the horrible title. But that’s it.
You know all the crazy stuff that you keep locked in the back of your mind? The stuff that is completely irrational and makes no sense, yet you can’t help but think it a little?
It’s not that bad. But yeah. This is as much venting I’ll do here.
“I found my heartbeat again and dropped to my knees.
There was the sun in my...”
– Surfaced by The Dangerous Summer
nothing like the feeling of finding the right genre of music and that contain the right lyrics to find my mood. makes me so happy. :]
i love you<3
jus watched despicable me again for the i dunno how many times. love that movie. courtney sure knew what id want for Christmas x]. everytime i watch the end when he reads them the story. it makes me tear up.such a good movie :].
gunna watch exit through the gift shop later with my parents. thats about it for now. im sleepyy. time for a nap :]
alright i should really sleep and save online shopping for tomorrow. x].
goodnight.
i love you<3
i have too much to be thankful. :].
thank you to my friends for my wonderful gifts.
for despicable me dvd.
for exit through the gift shop dvd.
for urban gift card.
for mr.bear
for my “I headbang for Jesus” shirt.
love you.
some random thoughts before i go to sleep.
today was superrr fun.
i was extremely shocked and genuinely happy when i saw my grandma at service tonight.
i hope my ear doesnt get infected.
i hope my plugs? (i dunno if you can even call them plugs they are so small) doesnt come out again or i might just give up on stretching haha.
i hope i have fun with my fam tomorrow.
i hope that i am...
what up. my parents both told me they didnt really want anything for Christmas. so i made them cards. but they are seriously heartfelt. ive spent awhile working on them. well its def time to go to sleep.
i love you.
have a great Christmas ! :]
Happy Birthday, Jesus!
I Celebrate the Day By Relient K
And with this...
this is simply a post about what i did today. and how im grateful.
i take a lot of things for granted. im blessed to be able to have the things i have. and to have people to spend time with. i appreciate having courtney. someone that i can always hang out with. and have nothing planned but somehow figure stuff out enough to do stuff for the whole day. when i left she called and said that melissa...
the banksy piece i just posted says a lot to me. whether it was meant to portray how i feel about it or not i wont know.
i think it shows how much people like to change around the story of Jesus. the cross is no longer there. and now Jesus is holding materials. Christmas is not about buying things or giving them. no matter what we would like to say. how great it is to give. or yes how good it is...
