February 2011
“Lindsey is the best person in the whole world.” - lindsey.
honestly she makes me laugh/smile so much.
you da best.
Doctor (in the ER): Where are you?
me: the emergency room
Dr.: Who's the president?
me: Obama
Dr.: Who's the vice president?
me: uhhhh.... i don't know.
Dr.: Would you normally know?
me: uhhh .... no i don't think so.
Dr.: Biden, does that sound familiar?
me: oh yeahh!!!
stevie: *gets in my car and puts on his tie* this is when wish i had a wife.
me: i know man. you know when else i wish i had a wife?
me and him: when i'm hungry.
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I guess I love to spend all my time Yeah, up in my own brain
why not. i wanted to write about aacf joint event a little more. i guess i thought it was going to largely just a social event. but i have two things i jus wanna talk about briefly and then i need to rest. cause my head freaking hurts. there is nothing like getting lost in worship. forgetting where you are and finding God amongst being surround by 400 people. to connect to God through worship is...
yesterday in service we were acknowledging our senior citizens in the congregation. (don’t worry melissa this isn’t about you). it drives me crazy like … it honestly makes me cringe whenever people say that they are on their last leg or some sort of thing hinting that they are going to die soon. it may be true. but i have such high belief that life is taken too much for granted....
January 2011
golden oreos / dana are making me feel a whole lot better.
i love you<3
eh. got in a car accident on the way to school today. my poor car :[. eh went to the ER i have concussion and a decent cut running across my forehead.
time to rest :/.
ugh. im editing this. my body is freaking aching so bad. my back and my neck :[. darn you old car with a freaking seat belt that released.
i love you<3
i have better things to say. they arent finding their way out though :/.
eh class.
i love you<3
it’s so weird. i never thought id end up here again. wondering what went wrong. and telling myself that i didnt make a mistake along the way or at least hoping that i didn’t. it’s crazy how one thing can change so much. how my emotions can be … pulled apart by so little. maybe i just need to be a stronger person. or maybe this is all too familiar. it was nice to be able to...
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one more thought before i sleep early. im so exhausted.
i honestly feel betrayed.
so does that mean it was because of lack of honesty? cause i dont see how lack of honesty is betrayal. or is there something else?
whatevs. i wish it was jus that i was tired but its not. but i feel that its .. accentuated because im soo sleepy.
nightynight.
i love you<3
So much
xnathanx:
I really need a hug from Jesus right now.
i need to sleep… i knew i should have done my homework on friday. :/
i didnt expect that from you.
thank you for making me feel a little better.
ugh. if i do this i really dont want any responses. its just me venting i guess. and i guess this is the real me when im angry. and its not gunna be the most Godly. if you talk to me id sound sad but in all honesty im angry. its sort of how i control my anger so i dont lash out on others. its not fair for others so i just shut my self out. im also pretty tired so it could add to my extreme ...
i THINK.
that im going to stop using my private tumblr. and start being … completely real on here.
but …. i need more time to think about. gunna shower then come to conclusion.
i love you<3
if a group of people were ever down to get a meaningless tattoo with me on the inside of their lips. i would be down to do it at any moment. i think it would be fun. plus the inside of your lip fades off and no one will ever see it. it would be an amazing inside joke. just a thought before i go to sleep. because we kinda joked around about it tonight. but i would be totally down.
i love you<3
You are good, You are good When there’s nothing good in me You are love, You are love On display for all to see You are light, You are light When the darkness closes in You are hope, You are hope You have covered all my sin You are peace, You are peace When my fear is crippling You are true, You are true Even in my wandering You are joy, You are joy You’re the reason...
got back from joint aacf not too long ago. im honestly still processing what went on and where God had something there for me to learn. im ready to be a part of aa and im going to dive in as much as i can. i know God has something there for me. i just dont know what it is yet. its time for me to give up control and give it to God. although its intimidating meeting so many people and still trying...
“In the name of the Holy One of God, I will cast you down at the foot of the...”
– For Today (via sketchmedesire)
i’m ready to sleep.
but i’m too freakin excited.
boooo :/.
i love you<3
i got to have dinner with some people that have changed my life whether it be big or small ways. some people couldnt make it and that is perfectly understandable. i hate getting stuff for anything. especially my birthday. i didnt expect people to bring me anything or even make me a card or buy one. so to those who didnt get me anything dont even worry about it. and to those that brought me...
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I could play the background. Cuz I know sometimes I get in the way. So won’t you take the lead, lead, lead?
i guess this is somewhat a prayer for me when i sing it. i just want God to take control.
i love you<3
im pretty excited for this weekend. its gunna be busy. but i love being busy. driving all around and what not. technically today/ tomorrow / friday. going to have lunch with jenny. then im having dinner with some amazing people a tad bit early for my bday. saturday i decided to scratch going to morongo and to go to aacf joint event in sb.so what up im excited to be more a part of aaacf. and...
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at the end of the day my momma told me don’t let no one break me let no one break me at end of the day, day, nobody, nobody, ever could stop me ever could stop me at the end of the day, day you can’t regret it if you were trying if you were trying at the end of the day i’m walking with a heart of a lion
PRAY.
it was weird when i have been thinking about tumblin about something and then the message at aacf was exactly what i was gunna talk about.
i’ve been learning that i should be in expectation of God to do big things in my day to day. i think that i take God and say He will do something at a particular event or something. but in reality He can do something big with anything situation....
i have a lot to say. so ill talk about my day and how thankful i am here. and then ill try to remember what i wanted to tumble about in addition. cause i dont really like mixing .. ideas.
fast forward. 5pm. i’ve decided to make an effort to be a part of aacf and to quit being a stranger even though i barely know anyone it was time to just go by myself. it went quite well talking to people...
“A lot of people never use their initiative because no one told them to.”
– Banksy (via sleepymushrooms)
i can never sleep when i need to. so ill tumble about something.
me and nobuko were talking the other night. and i realized that this coming valentines day is the first one ill be single since … freshman year of high school. woah …. that is such a long time. now in freshman year of college and the last valentines day i was single was freshman year of high school. ive been trying to...