it’s been a crazy long weekend already. im just really grateful for so much right now. this 30hr famine that i did really hit me more than most. and it was an amazing experience. being at college meeting tonight really affirmed something for me. and the speaker kinda posed the question if we are really living as followers of Jesus or not. earlier today i was talking to a friend of mine and she just kinda blatantly asked me, “why are you so caring?” and really i dont think im anything too extraordinary but when reflecting on my past and where my relationship with God used to be and where i am now. i can really see how the decisions ive made in the past have lead me to the person i am today. from the times ive failed to the times ive succeeded. but im starting to believe that i am this really caring person and whatever others may say is purely because of what God has brought me through. God redeems me and makes me, me.

i love you<3