i think last night i hit a point where i was extremely stressed. and i just felt uneasy. with different things on my mind constantly it began to eat me apart. that i was being enveloped in all this worry. and it really was too much to handle. i had some friends come over last night. to be able to talk to them was relieving but as much as i wished it helped it didnt. walked back into my house stressed and exhausted knowing that i would have to wake up 4 hours later to take a writing proficiency exam. it just so happened that one of my friends that i had been meaning to grab a meal with and talk with more was in the same room. we talked for almost 2hrs about what God has on our hearts and it was extremely encouraging to be on the same page and to really deepen a friendship. i got to meet up with another friend. we enjoyed the view as we helped each other out. 

driving home exhausted but so blessed. i realized so much. this morning i got a chance to read Psalm 139. and to be able to feel so touched by verses. to know how intimately God knows me. and previously reading Matthew 6:8 the day before. it hit me that no matter how stressed I am. God knows me, deeply knows what i need; specifically for me. i don’t need to worry about anything. because God who intimately knows me and what i need is in control. 

and that is more than enough to give me peace.

i love you<3